Will I?

I won't think of you..
I won't...
When the sun does awake,
I shall dig my face in the pillows, and not wake
Till the memories of your face fade...
I won't think of you.
I won't...

When I go about life..
Hiding thoughts here and there, those forbidden..
I shall often see a book, a quote, a picture..dear
That shall unwillingly bring memories hidden..
I shall then willingly forget them without a tear..
I won't think of you...
I won't

At night, as I close my eyes..
I shall shut your presence as mere lies..
I shall transparently see through the gossamer of your image in my mind..
And see life for what it is..
Without you..
I won't think of you..
I won't..

Or will I?

She hums...her tale

By the window side, she hums
The incongruity of her tale..
Her thoughts swing like a pendulum,
From then to now, and from now to then..
Then, he was lanky, his voice swore of youth's fiery
Now, his grey peppered hair coarse to her touch...
Tempered age had not but tempered the warmth of his touch..
Then he had held her close to feel a unison of heartbeats...
Now, she could still feel the heartbeats from then..
His clasp then had been tight on her wrist..
Now, her mind was entwined in that clasp
Then and Now...
He was..