Will I?

I won't think of you..
I won't...
When the sun does awake,
I shall dig my face in the pillows, and not wake
Till the memories of your face fade...
I won't think of you.
I won't...

When I go about life..
Hiding thoughts here and there, those forbidden..
I shall often see a book, a quote, a picture..dear
That shall unwillingly bring memories hidden..
I shall then willingly forget them without a tear..
I won't think of you...
I won't

At night, as I close my eyes..
I shall shut your presence as mere lies..
I shall transparently see through the gossamer of your image in my mind..
And see life for what it is..
Without you..
I won't think of you..
I won't..

Or will I?