Celestial altitude

I sat by the windows, the sun invading my solitude
A Steller' jay sat on the branch of the tree outside..
She caught my fancy, as she perched...a lofty attitude
I wished you saw her too, and you were by my side!
She flew away, leaving me,...on to her celestial altitude
Like how you left in the ebbs of the lunar low tide..
Did you and this bird, together, in blues.. collude?
Impermanence...fleeting and yet eternal!.. I confide...
That momentous love does stay forever, no matter how you delude!